So here it is, my first Blog ever....and I'm going to complain
I woke up sick today, stuffy nose, sore throat (you know the drill)..it really sucks. I'm so tired and haven't been getting much sleep lately due to the 28.5 weeks of pregnancy that I am dealing with at the present time. All I want is a good nights rest-no interruptions. I also have an on-the-go 2 year old (Raiden) to play with all day, while my very rested boyfriend (Bryce) heads off to work to enjoy a Pizza party..
Meanwhile, If I wanted-or felt like going out, I can't. Bryce took our family car to work so I am stranded at home-not that it is a beautiful day out or I had any concrete plans anyhow.
As I look around my "getting-smaller" apartment it is the same thing all the time, Empty cans, a food wrapper of some sort, a chair out of place, cushions on the couch array, random video game controllers, dishes or cups from yesterday, toys, and little boy clothes strewn about the floor as if they were purposely placed there to make me feel even more claustrophobic.
As if you didn't guess it already, I will be the one putting things to order, I guess you could say it is my "work" away from work. When you feel as tired and drained as I do, all you want to do is sit around and relax, not worry about cleaning or changing dirty diapers-which seems to be every 15 minutes. I could go on for hours about how frustrating it can be, but I will spare you-for now, And I will go back to my daily nightmare-as it seems-and be a housewife.
I woke up sick today, stuffy nose, sore throat (you know the drill)..it really sucks. I'm so tired and haven't been getting much sleep lately due to the 28.5 weeks of pregnancy that I am dealing with at the present time. All I want is a good nights rest-no interruptions. I also have an on-the-go 2 year old (Raiden) to play with all day, while my very rested boyfriend (Bryce) heads off to work to enjoy a Pizza party..
Meanwhile, If I wanted-or felt like going out, I can't. Bryce took our family car to work so I am stranded at home-not that it is a beautiful day out or I had any concrete plans anyhow.
As I look around my "getting-smaller" apartment it is the same thing all the time, Empty cans, a food wrapper of some sort, a chair out of place, cushions on the couch array, random video game controllers, dishes or cups from yesterday, toys, and little boy clothes strewn about the floor as if they were purposely placed there to make me feel even more claustrophobic.
As if you didn't guess it already, I will be the one putting things to order, I guess you could say it is my "work" away from work. When you feel as tired and drained as I do, all you want to do is sit around and relax, not worry about cleaning or changing dirty diapers-which seems to be every 15 minutes. I could go on for hours about how frustrating it can be, but I will spare you-for now, And I will go back to my daily nightmare-as it seems-and be a housewife.
I get to be the first of your many followers!! good luck with this... hope you get some sleep and feel better lots of love !!!!
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